Not Your Standard Hero Type

In a world where your very name is defined by who your father is, Shielder's Mark is nobody. His mother is dead. His father walked away when he was a child. Driven to make something of himself, Mark walks into the Ghostwood determined to break the spell of Red Keep, and win the King's reward of anything he asks for. He asks for the King's daughter - which is when things really get difficult.

Nobody's Son, by Sean Stewart, is one of my all-time favorite books, one of those change-my-life books that I refer back to again and again. It's about what it means to be a man, what it means to be a father, a son. It's about having a relationship with your father, when your father isn't there, when your father has chosen not to have a relationship with you.

So, here in this corner, we have the stereotypical hero: all alpha, all the time. He has no emotional needs, no weaknesses, no doubts, no regrets. He always knows what to do, the best way to do it, and he has no problem getting other people to go along with his plans.

And over in that corner we have Shielder's Mark, who is nothing like that.

"...What has tha done that harpers sing? Cracked a kingdom? Drank dragon-blood?"

"Uh, not exactly," Mark admitted.

"Climbed a mountain's sun-spiring snowpeak?"

"I don't think so."

"Arm-wrestled oliphaunt?"

"No."

"Diced with the Devil on a throw of bones?"

Mark shook his head. "Not as such."

Husk glared at him. "Were ye nought then but breathing? Dost tha come armoured in air and girt with hoping?"

"That's me." Mark fished a hank of haywire from his pocket to fiddle with, unable to meet Husk's eyes.

In Mulan the song I'll Make A Man Out Of You portrays the standard hero type, the ideal that Mark is trying to live up to.

(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon

Throughout Nobody's Son, Mark keeps searching for some way to mold himself into this ideal, some way to prove himself to his father. At one point Stewart describes this longing for a father as lust, so intense is Mark's desire.

... He wanted to beg the Old Man to fill him up, to give him shape, to teach him how to be a man.

He had never had that. Never had a man to show him what a man should be. Never worked at his father's side, never rambled in the woods with him. Never learned to ride and shoot and hunt with Duke Richard, never learned swordplay from Sir William.

He'd taught himself as much as he could, but something had gone wrong, terribly wrong; now his dreams were dust and his love was ashes and his fine castle lay abandoned behind him. But he dared not beg the Old Man for his teaching, for fear of showing how soft he was.

In the end, Mark has to find his own way to becoming the type of man that he is content to be. Not a false image of manhood, based on misunderstanding, but a man with flaws and feelings, who is, nevertheless, someone worthy of respect.

Books: Nobody's Son, Sean Stewart
Music: I'll Make A Man Out Of You, Mulan

WWW Wednesdays

I thought I'd do WWW Wednesdays today. Here are the rules from Should Be Reading: 

To play along, just answer the following three (3) questions…
• What are you currently reading?
• What did you recently finish reading?
• What do you think you’ll read next?

I am currently reading Son of the Shadows, the second book of Juliet Marillier's Sevenwaters series. I just finished reading the first book, Daughter of the Forest. Like Daughter, Son of the Shadows is proving rather difficult for me to read. Instead of racing through the book at one gulp I keep having to put it down to take a break. Too many sad things are happening to the characters and I identify too closely with Sorcha and now Liadan to stay calm. So, when it gets to be too much I dip into another book, which means I am also re-reading Sean Stewart's Nobody's Son.

It will probably take me a while to get through Son of the Shadows, so I don't know know what I"ll read next. I've been reading a lot of fantasy lately, though, and I'm getting a yearning toward picking up a mystery or two. Maybe something by Susan Wittig Albert. I haven't yet read all of her China Bayles books, and I do enjoy them.